#thedertings

I am sitting here on the couch looking out the window, stressed by the mess on the floor, but knowing how much I have learned this week about myself, true friends, the meaning of POWER and how dang much we take for granted….. I will say that this has probably been one of the most trying weeks of my life…..BUT I do realize in that how much of a blessed life I have led if this is all that has made my life trying…. I had a VERY negative post ready to post on Wednesday, but since the rest of this week has been as eventful as the beginning of the week…that anger and that post will stay in draft mode b/c honestly it isn’t worth it! Most know by my last entry that I have been moved to a new school ….I will not share all of my emotions about this b/c it could take days considering its been days and I still feel hurt, angry, upset, annoyed…the list goes on, but I will stop there….. I will say that it was not by choice nor did I ask for a transfer, so the shock on Monday morning’...

I am saddened to be writing this next line and tears stream down face as they have all day long....I was told today that I will no longer be at Stony Point. I have been "reassigned" to East Alexander Middle School. You know me well enough by now to know that the only way I process my emotions is through this blog...so here it goes..... I am so sad to be leaving behind my Bryson and the daily memories I will be missing out on (insert MANY tears here)...... I am so sad to be leaving kids that I have watched grow for 6 years of my career.... I am so sad to be leaving a staff that I love as my own family..... I am so sad to be leaving behind a school that I love more than any school I have ever stepped foot in..... I am so sad to be leaving the familiar for the unknown..... I like to have control of my life and in this situation I feel as if I have lost complete control which is probably the part that saddens me the most..... I know that there so many worse things in ...